Oct 31, 2018
Day 14
(Malmö)
Yesterday I was worrying I needed praise from an audience in order to keep me going. But today I think there might be another way of looking at it: that maybe the work we’re doing is useful and valuable to at least a few people, and therefore the situation is not so much about me, but mainly about...
Oct 29, 2018
Day 13
(Malmö)
So this past weekend we premiered our new show. And the audience reaction was very, very positive. People said it inspired them to think about their own work, to keep going with their own work when they were thinking of quitting. I was surprised how positive the audience was about it. And it makes me...
Oct 24, 2018
Day 12
(Malmö)
As I get older I’m pretty sure I’m becoming more isolated, more socially isolated. Which is strange because, in a way what I really want from art, what I need for it to be meaningful, has a lot to do with interconnectedness, in culture, in society, in life, with feeling we’re all connected or that...
Oct 24, 2018
Day 11
(Malmö)
So when I travel the jet lag often triggers my insomnia. And last night I was lying awake and I had something almost like an epiphany about what I’ve been trying to say here. And it was so simple and stupid, in a way I almost find it embarrassing, but it was something like: what I have to do is focus...
Oct 23, 2018
Day 10
(Malmö)
So now I’m in Malmö, Sweden. We arrived here today. I’m completely jetlagged, completely exhausted. We premier a new show on Friday, a show we’ve been working on for two years. And… it’s very strange… I’m still making shows. All I do is question it, but at the same time I’m doing it anyway.